

Name only please, no messages.You’re still alive in alternate universes, Theo, but I live in the real world, where this morning you’re having an open-casket funeral.



If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.Īdam Silvera is the New York Times bestselling author of They Both Die at the End, More Happy Than Not, and History Is All You Left Me and-together with Becky Albertalli-coauthor of What If It's Us. He's losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he's been keeping are tearing him apart. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin's downward spiral continues. To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But now, the future he's been imagining for himself has gone far off course. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. When Griffin's first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. The deluxe edition features a new introduction by New York Times bestselling author Becky Albertalli, an exclusive short story, and much more! From the New York Times bestselling author of More Happy Than Not comes an explosive examination of grief, mental illness, and the devastating consequences of refusing to let go of the past.
